TONIGHT I SAW THIRTY SECONDS TO MARS AND WAS PULLED ONSTAGE.
COOLEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE.
Take a shower,
Wash away the bad thoughts,
Cleanse your body,
Put on some relaxing music,
Get in to bed,
I actually fear being myself. I don’t know who I am. I am afraid I might be a disappointment. I have taught myself to build a wall so high, not a soul knows me purely. But my heart is bursting with loneliness and fear and my mouth tastes of things I cannot say.
I want to be genuine. I want to be comfortable and pure.